Poems

i had to ask permission from wicked to write THE REALITY IN LIFE

I borrowed this from her:
Your life is short
Your dreams are false
Just ignore the rest and
Feel your loss

and put it in...

103 WHAT YOU DO

Heavy thoughts linger in your mind,
Everywhere you turn and look you find,
It's all the same as before
just pain, suffering, and dying from the poor...

tis a shame to see the pain,
but there's not much you can do
They're all just getting slain,
and it's all because of you...

19 WITHOUT YOU

When we were together
I felt invulnerable
And nothing was wrong
Then the unbelievable
You were gone
Left without even one
Goodbye

I was in love
And you took
Without a single look
At what was real
And what was not
So there was no need for
Goodbye

I wished that i could follow you
But i cannot
I cannot leave them too
Because it is bad enough
Without you

56 TWISTED AND TORMENTED, TROUBLED AND TRAUMATIZED

No where to turn
I don't feel safe
With all i do
But not myself
Troubled and traumatized
in an unreal world

Dominated by evil beings
Twisted and tormented
And then you stand
Watching them
They run from you
You run from them
In a long, chaotic anarchy

Endless til you realize
They're the same as you
Just pictured as wicked demons
Twisted and tormented
Looking for answers
And an escape
From this fiendish hell
Trapped by the malevolent evil
They are...

15 BEATEN TIL BROKEN, BASHED TIL BRUISED

When you are given praise
you are raised
Up and above
The way you were before
But this feeling cannot be used
For you hit the wall and bore
The effects and became abused
Beaten and broken
to become what you aren't
Bashed and bruised
til you became it

104 FAKERS DREAM OF REALITY

Fake it
It's all you know what to do
It's all you can do
It's all you want to do

Fake it
It's the way you act
Fake it
It's the way you see

You don't care about how we feel
You don't care about anyone
Anyone at all
You just fake it
And go along with life

36 KILLING YOUR SANITY (parts 1 & 2)

If it aint one thing
it's another
the continual ring
in your ear

it kills your sanity
so you go do things
you aint supposed to do in reality
it's all junk

But you still stand there watching
yet not waiting for anything
cos you know it's not all
But all is truly lost

but lets wish our lives away
so that answers are found
to pray
like the other days we should but we don't

Then the real becomes fake and we roll onto more unimportant shit
that steals our time and focus
Keep it up and loss is ours
Like all we lost in those dark hours

Yet nay
Shall we find hate?
or may we find nigh but a high gate
to take us away
to where we wish to be

that aint reality
and fake aint like the way we wake
to see nothing but all
That aint under that snowflake
Whereupon we fall

Death doesn't even seem real
make it all continual
it will never ever happen
and you'd be lucky then
to get from life alive

105 Death's Description

Alone in the darkness
you watch and wait
you know that it is coming

nothing you can do
will stop it in it's tracks
it's standing there staring at you
waiting for the attack
you feel a bead of sweat
trickle down your neck

Fear grips you
unable to move you stare it down
While it sizes up it's next meal
You notice across it's crown
Is a stain from blood

Chills run down your spine
It growls hungrily
and you know it's nearly time
It laughs evilly
And then it ends your life

this isn't one of my poems, but this is one Ish sent me, i have to post it...

Maybe the poet is gay
But he'll be heard anyway

Maybe the poet is drugged
But he won't stay under the rug

Maybe the voice of the spirit
In which case you'd better hear it

Maybe he's a woman
Who can touch you where you're human

Male female slave or free
Peaceful or disorderly
Maybe you and he will not agree
But you need him to show you new ways to see

Don't let the system fool you
All it wants to do is rule you
Pay attention to the poet
You need him and you know it

Put him up against the wall
Shoot him up with pentothal

Shoot him up with lead
You won't call back what's been said
Put him in the ground
But one day you'll look around

There'll be a face you don't know
Voicing thoughts you've heard before

Male female slave or free
Peaceful or disorderly
Maybe you and he will not agree
But you need him to show you new ways to see

Don't let the system fool you
All it wants to do is rule you
Pay attention to the poet
You need him and you know it"

12 NEW FOUND GLORY

Best known for failure
best known for giving up
there's nothing i can say that can matter
that can matter enough
So lets get down to business now
Cause I'm the one to blame
Yeah, I'm the one to blame
Best known for failure
best known for giving up
there's nothing i can say
that can matter
that can matter enough

61 Hallucinating Humming

Looking at death
Staring into nothingness
Lost in crystal meth
Confused with helplessness

Drug filled world
wanting rid you are
but you're in too far

Still lost and longing
For yourself to hear the humming
of angels coming

84 Lost in the Abyss (version 1)

Looking around you
you see nothing but back
Darkness has filled your world through
Lost in the darkest Abyss you are

Scared of whats hiding out there
Not sure what to do
you hide in the darkness there

Then you realize
That your only lost
Within yourself

85 Lost in the Abyss (version 2)

She looks around
But she sees nothing except black
Darkness has filled her world through
She's lost in the darkest Abyss

Scared of whats out there
Not sure of what she should do
She hides in the darkness there

130 I Love You Tegan

I'm here alone
But i know
That i'm not alone
Because deep within me
Lingers a love

A love for you babe
A love that i couldn't live without
And i doubt
That it will end soon

Although we are far apart
Within our hearts
And our souls
We are together

I love you Tegan
With all my heart
No matter how far apart
I love you

I will always love you Tegan
Just as i love little Regan
And when we meet each other
I'm sure then our love for one another
Will be shown completely

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My Creed

Just keep pushing and I shall snap
Just keep going, and I'll crack.
Do it I dare you and I shall attack.
This is no longer a game
This shall no longer give you fame
I'm sick of acting so fucking tame
This is so fucking lame.

Next person to push me will make me fall
But it will be their head smashed against the fucking wall
No this will not be all
You shall come crashing down
I will bring you fucking down
I shall make you bleed
Yes, this is my creed

You are tempting me
Dangling your bait where all can see
Trying to convince me attack
But no, I will not crack

You are pushing me, and I'm beginning to fall
Soon your head will be smashed against that wall
That will not be all
You will come crashing down
I will bring you fucking down
You will be made bleed
It will be done by my creed

Fuck it; it's time to make you bleed
It's time to kill your greed
This time you have gone too far
It is time for me to honour my creed

You have pushed me over the edge, now I shall fall
Yes your head has been smashed, against that wall
You have come crashing down
I have brought you fucking down
So now I have made you bleed
I have honoured my fucking creed!

Winds of War

With the fires of war glowing
The fear in men is growing
With no end in sight showing
Tears are like rivers flowing
While the Reaper does his mowing
Seeds of chaos are sowing
No one knows where they are going
So the danger keeps on growing
While the winds of war are blowing
And there’s no safe way of knowing
If it will end or keep on flowing

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One Last Time, For Old Times Sake..
Before It's Light Too Fades..
And Darkness Is Left In It's Wake..